I'll be going away for a couple days, from tomorrow and I'll return on Sunday. We're going to Liseberg, an amusement park in Göteborg, Sweden. I can't wait!

Oh, btw, if you couldn't tell, the last post was meant for the others. You know who you are.... ;)

(the one about a ghost writer)

Lost in the darkness, hoping for a sign
Instead there is only silence,
Can't you hear my screams?
Never stop hoping,
Need to know where you are
But one thing's for sure,
You're always in my heart

I'll find you somewhere
I'll keep on trying until my dying day
I just need to know whatever has happened,
The truth will free my soul

Lost in the darkness, try to find your way home
I want to embrace you and never let you go
Almost hope you're in heaven so no one can hurt your soul
Living in agony 'cause I just do not know
Where you are

I'll find you somewhere
I'll keep on trying until my dying day
I just need to know whatever has happened,
The truth will free my soul

Wherever you are, I won't stop searching
Whatever it takes, need to know

I'll find you somewhere
I'll keep on trying until my dying day
I just need to know whatever has happened,
The truth will free my soul....





This is my cry to you out there. And now I know for sure that you exists, so basically you don't got any excuses left to not give me a sign.






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Has anyone ever heard this song?

All credit goes to Within Temptation and their rights and stuff.

Oh! Did you know?














I hate mosquitos.

As I've already told you, ever since I was a little kid I've been fascinated by the occult and supernatural. And, especially vampires. I know I've already told you that. But recently I've had some second thoughts about various things. I know you also know that my favourite vampiric series is The Vampire Chronicles. And, earlier tonight, I finished reading the 5th book in the series - Memnoch the Devil. That book is mostly the reason for why I had second thoughts, in this case about what is real, and what is not. I believe it is all true, because that is what seems like the right thing to believe in. One of the biggest "conflicts" in the world today, is the conflict between Religion and Science. I think that if they'd only read this book, and they really believed it, that conflict would never had begun at all. As most people know, religion is mostly the reason of why there is/was war all over the world trough the centuries, today, right in this moment, and likely it will be like this in the future too. Unfortunatly. I, myself, don't really got a religion, nor many. Religion and belives is the source to everything evil - every religion has its "version" of how the universe was created, and when things was created, so was evil. So therefore, let me qoute one of the conversations between two of the characters from the movie "Angels and Demons":


Camerlengo Patrick McKenna: . Do you believe in God, sir?
Robert Langdon: Father, I simply believe that religion...
Camerlengo Patrick McKenna: I did not ask if you believe what man says about God. I asked if you believe in God.
Robert Langdon: I'm an academic. My mind tells me I will never understand God.
Camerlengo Patrick McKenna: And your heart?
Robert Langdon: Tells me I'm not meant to. Faith is a gift that I have yet to receive.


I agree to this. I feel like I haven't "received" anything yet. I bet you're thinking "oh, but you're too young to think like this" and maybe I am. This is just how I feel about it.

Anyways, back to point I'm trying to make here hehe.

Erm

Exactly what was it again? xD

I'm watching the film "The Last Samurai" on the tv at the moment, so I got kinda distracted, like I always use to do when something "serious" is about to happen lol. It's kinda like this:
Imagine, I'm in the middle of a serious... Thing, and then I turn away for a second, and I'm like "Ooooh! Look! A butterfly!" x'D
I hate that about myself, and I know many others do the same lolz.


Let me try to get to the point once more. I've finished reading Memnoch the Devil. I've already told you about my opinions about it.

Anyway, when it comes to the series in general, TVC I mean, I believe it's all true. Oh well, most of it. Especially now, when I got "my sources" for why it should be real. I know, sounds weird, doesn't it? That something that most people thinks is fiction, I believe is true? At first, when I read the series, I was thrilled and enchanted by its story and my first thought was "wow, what if this was real? what is vampires really did exists?" And, as I've continued my reading, I see that I was correct in believing so.

I've made a new friend you see, and she gave me some information about them. I now got some of the aliases he uses, and the same with some of his addresses. I've even checked them, actually double, or even more, checked them in Google Earth, in google, and other places, and the houses/adresses does, in fact exists! I found this very interesting. She said she also had some of his phone numbers, but he normally doesn't use them, so she thought it was of no use to me since he'll never answer them anyway. Right now I'm waiting for her reply - she said she had a story she wanted to tell me about, that she'd actually met him, and she's done it several times. And I believe her. I believe that they're out there somewhere, all of them, and they don't want be found (at least most of them), even though some of them are not really that good of trying to hide it from the world.

And the worst thing is; I was searching trough the channels on my tv and found something that looked interesting - a mini series about the last days of Jesus Christ himself! How funny, when everything I've just read and what I'm writing now is about exactly the opposite! Heh.

Anyways

She (my friend) suggested that I'll "advertise" for my "writing skills" to use her words, and if there's someone out there reading this, and want a "ghost writer" - you'll know who to give a call to. (And if you don't know - it's me we're talking about here)

Hopefully someone will see this, whoever you might be, and send this message forward to any-/everyone else. Please.












To quote the movie "Queen of the Damned":











"Come out, come out... Wherever you are..."

Woohooo! I got 100 pageviews! xD

*claps exitedly*

:D

So erm... Maybe it's time to "introduce" myself? And I don't mean the "bio", but a picture.... :3

So


Here ya go!



Me working on a painting at school ^^

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Aaand this... Erm... What to say? xD A friend took this picture of me, I think it was taken earlier this year, can't remember the date or when though. x)

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So guys!

Now it's time for you to decide

Wether or not I'm a girl/boy

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Till next time!

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Ta ta~~!!

As I've already told you, Canal Street (the jazz & blues festival in my hometown) has already started, and this weekend "Kjæmpestaden" is opening.
Kjæmpestaden is a festival dedicated to the "ship and sailor life" (no idea how to put it in English btw) our hometown was famous for in the 1700++. Two/three years ago, the three largest and oldest frigates (?) visited my hometown. And, two weeks ago, I was actually on a full-rigged ship called "Skoleskipet Sørlandet", which is directly translated as "The Schoolship Sørlandet" (sørlandet means the southern part of our country btw) and it was beautiful! ( http://www.schoolship.no/ )

I'll show you.






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It was raining at some times and even thundering.




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And this house... Ah, how I love it! I wish I lived there. It was some kind of a guesthouse or something like that in the old days.



And here too! Looks like a little, cozy cabin or somethin. :3



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This is the Tromøy bridge, taken from the bow/prow (the front of the ship, I used a translater online, so sorry if it's wrong :P ). :D



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And those small houses looks like we're suddenly in Denmark x)



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Welcome to Earth my friend! We come in peace!

( don't worry, it's just the sky :P )

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This is the homepage of the Kjæmpestaden festival.

http://kjempestaden.no/

:)

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And now for some pictures from Kjæmpestaden! ( they're not mine, I found them in google :P )











Oh! I found a perfect site where you can look at the pictures yourself. http://kjempestaden.no/index.php?show=image&image=fogb06-kongen1-500-b.jpg&tekst=fogb06-kongen1-500.jpg&albumID=2&imageID=33 :D (just click on the nummbers to get to the next picture :P )

Oh!

Look at this!

http://kjempestaden.no/index.php?show=image&image=dronningfrabat-500-1.jpg&tekst=dronningfrab%E5t-500-1.jpg&albumID=5&imageID=91

I remember it, our king and queen visited us here in my hometown, just to be part of the festival! It was awesome! XD

http://kjempestaden.no/index.php?show=image&image=svenskekonge-pollen-500.jpg&tekst=svenskekonge-pollen-500.jpg&albumID=5&imageID=93

Even the king and queen of Sweden visited us. :D

http://kjempestaden.no/index.php?show=image&image=dronningruta-gjoglere-500.jpg&tekst=dronningruta-gj%F8glere-500.jpg&albumID=5&imageID=109

!!!! :D :D

http://kjempestaden.no/index.php?show=image&image=tog2-500.jpg&tekst=tog2-500.jpg&albumID=8&imageID=219

http://kjempestaden.no/index.php?show=image&image=tog3-500.jpg&tekst=tog3-500.jpg&albumID=8&imageID=220

http://kjempestaden.no/index.php?show=image&image=kanalplassen-10-500.jpg&tekst=kanalplassen-10-500.jpg&albumID=8&imageID=229

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http://kjempestaden.no/index.php?show=image&image=tabla-3-500.jpg&tekst=tabl%E5-3-500.jpg&albumID=8&imageID=252

Oops. Thank God I'm not her xD

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Argh, I know the fashion styles and designs are rather mixed, but what the hell, it's fun, so I don't really care xD (but if I was the one making all the costumes, then ofc it would be the fashion sense/styles/design they wore in Versailles, like Marie Antoinette, or anything like that!) *slips away and daydreams* x)

Too bad I don't got a costume this year... I'm SO gonna get a costume till next year! :D :D :D :D


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Anyway,


Till next time,


Au revoir! xD

Ok, I changed my mind


I'm now gonna have a "Chucky-Marathon"

I've already seen Child's Play 2 (don't got the one/two others), and now I'm watching Bride of Chucky, and afterwards I'm gonna watch Seed of Chucky ^^


Yay me!

:3

Yay, Canal Street has already started!
Canal Street is our own Jazz & Blues festival here right where I live. It's likely that I won't get any sleep the next couple weeks lol.

Like I said, it started today at 16.30 only a couple houndred meters (maybe 1 kilometer lol xD ) so that has been my music today, so I haven't been able to hear anything of my own music tonight XD

It's really fun though, and lots of famous artists from Norway, and even from other countries comes here to play at the festival. w00t w00t! x3

All that jazz and blues and the festival and stuff reminds me of New Orleans. And it also reminds me of The Sims xD You know, the one called "Hot Date" (I think) and there's this Saxophone-jazz player visiting you, either at home or when you visit the local store. I miss him! D: I miss him and that house, it looks exactly (at least it used to) like one of those old houses in New Orleans.

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Lol, I'm watching Childs Play 2, it's been ages since the last time I saw it. Last time, (it was a couple years ago, mind you) I was terrified of it xD But now... Nah... I almost laugh at in some scenes. Like, in the transformation scene... That one's just SAD. When all the black clouds approaches... Roflmao XD It's still not that funny as seed of Chucky. Gotta love that movie. :3

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Anything new?

Oh yeah

I had my final exams this week. And... erhem... I've already "complained" about the grade I got, and hopefully I'll get a better one, or else... I'll need to do it again when fall comes x'D

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Till next time


Ta ta~~!

I hate my life. Or school that is. Thursday, Wednesday and today we were/are having our exams. We were to make a shirt-jacket-thing for a kid in a kindergarden. The last two days went fine, and then came Doomsday. (mark the "D" in capital letter xD ) At first, I thought it would go well, and I would get finished in time. But, now, I'm sitting here, not allowed to do anything till my presentation is ready, and my work is still not done. GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGH. Not even the documentation is finished. The arms, and the scale's (?) not even sewed onto the jacket, so it looks more like a vest xD And not even the decoration is finished. Gah. But how the heck are we supposed to make a childs jacket in less than 5 hours?!

If you know, please tell me.


Looks like I won't get my iPod touch (16 GB) tomorrow after all.... :'(
( I was promised one if I got a high grade on it :'( )


Cya guys... And wish me good luck... D':>

Btw guys, I'd really appreciate it if you commented sometimes lol. I'd appreciated critisism as well, just so you know! :)

Ok, so it's been a while since the last update - it seems that everytime I start to write something, something else is "distracting" me. But oh well. Has anything new happened? Hmm...

Oh, I met my boyfriend, Kevin last Saturday, woohoo!



This is my Kevin, and don't you dare take him away from me! >:3

(Sorry, måtte bare =P <3 )


Anything else that's new?


Oh yeah! I finally got to watch "Angels and Demons" on Wednesday, and it was made of pure awesomeness! Seriously. I haven't seen any movie like that for a while. When the commercials were finally over, and the movie was starting, and the "opening theme-thingie" started to play in the backround, I had goosebumps. And I think I had them troughout the whole movie ._.'' SPOILERS
In the last, I think it was the last two-three scenes, I almost started to cry D':>

But I realised that it's been a while since the last time I read the book.... ''>_>

I bet there's someone out there who thinks "Liek OMFG, I'm so gonna start praying each day!" After they'd seen the movie. x) (I almost did x'D)


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Soon, this semester/term (?) is over... Phew. And I can't wait, like all the other students hehe. Right now I'm making (in [two different] class[es] that is) a red tunic-inspired-thingie, and a blue-green-ish jacket that would fit a 6 year old. Both are almost finished. Today I'm gonna finish the red tunic-thingie :3










(I'll write more when I get home)

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">Determined and forceful
Emotional and intuitive
Powerful and passionate
Exciting and magnetic

On the dark side....

Jealous and resentful
Compulsive and obsessive
Secretive and obstinate

Scorpio! About Your Sign...

Scorpios are the most intense, profound, powerful characters in the zodiac. Even when they appear self-controlled and calm there is a seething intensity of emotional energy under the placid exterior. They are like the volcano not far under the surface of a calm sea, it may burst into eruption at any moment. But those of us who are particularly perceptive will be aware of the harnessed aggression, the immense forcefulness, magnetic intensity, and often strangely hypnotic personality under the tranquil, but watchful composure of Scorpio. In conventional social gatherings they are pleasant to be with, thoughtful in conversation, dignified, and reserved, yet affable and courteous; they sometimes possess penetrating eyes which make their shyer companions feel naked and defenseless before them.

In their everyday behavior they give the appearance of being withdrawn from the center of activity, yet those who know them will recognize the watchfulness that is part of their character. They need great self-discipline, because they are able to recognize the qualities in themselves that make them different from other humans, and to know their utterly conventional natures can be used for great good, or great evil. Their tenacity and willpower are immense, their depth of character and passionate conviction overwhelming, yet they are deeply sensitive and easily moved by their emotions. Their sensitivity, together with a propensity for extreme likes and dislikes make them easily hurt, quick to detect insult or injury to themselves (often when none is intended) and easily aroused to ferocious anger. This may express itself in such destructive speech or action that they make lifelong enemies by their outspokenness, for they find it difficult not to be overly critical of anything or anyone to whom they take a dislike.

They can harness their abundant energy constructively, tempering their self-confidence with shrewdness and their ambition with magnanimity toward others provided they like them. They relate to fellow workers only as leaders and can be blunt to those they dislike to the point of cruelty. In fact they are not above expressing vindictiveness in deliberate cruelty. They are too demanding, too unforgiving of faults in others, perhaps because they are not aware of the shortcomings within themselves, and extravagantly express their self-disgust in unreasonable resentment against their fellows. They do, however, make excellent friends, provided that their companions do nothing to impugn the honor of which Scorpios are very jealous. Part of the negative side of the Scorpio nature is a tendency to discard friends once they cease to be useful, but the decent native is aware of, and fights this tendency.

They are fortunate in that their strong reasoning powers are tempered with imagination and intuition, and these gifts, together with critical perception and analytical capacity, can enable the Scorpions to penetrate to profundities beyond the average. They have a better chance of becoming geniuses than the natives of any other sign.But charismatic "twice-born" characters such as they can sink into the extremes of depravity if they take the wrong path, and the intensity of their nature exaggerates their harmful tendencies into vices far greater than the normal.

Rebelliousness against all conventions, political extremism

to the point where hatred of the Establishment makes them utterly unscrupulous terrorists. Brooding resentment, aggressive and sadistic brutality, total arrogance, morbid jealousy, extreme volatility of temperament, these are some of their vices. At the other extreme is the procrastinator, the man or woman who is capable of so much that they do nothing and become indolent and self-indulgent, requiring extravagant praise and flattery from those whom they make their cronies.

Being so gifted, they can find fulfillment in many employments. Their inner intensity can result in the ice-cold self-control and detachment of the surgeon, the concentration of the research scientist, and the heroism of the soldier. Any profession in which analysis, investigation, research, dealing with practicalities, and the solving of mysteries are relevant, can appeal to them. So police and detective work, espionage and counterespionage, the law, physics or psychology may attract them, and they can become masters of the written and spoken word. They may be most persuasive orators and find fulfillment as diplomats or preachers and, if they make the Church their profession, their inner intensity can express itself in the spiritual fervor of the mystic or the thaumaturgy.

Scorpio is the symbol of sex and Scorpios are passionate lovers, the most sensually energetic of all the signs. For them, union with the beloved is a sacrament, an "outward and visible sign of an inward and spiritual grace.&quot. Their overriding urge in loving is to use their power to penetrate beyond themselves and to lose themselves sexually in their partners in an almost mystical ecstasy, thus discovering the meaning of that union which is greater than individuality, and is a marriage of the spirit as well as of flesh. They are thus capable of the greatest heights of passionate transport, but debauchery and perversion are always dangers, and Scorpios can become sadistic monsters of sensuality and eroticism. Their feelings are so intense that even when their love is of the highest, and most idealistic kind, they are nevertheless frequently protagonists in tragic, even violent romances, "star-crossed lovers&quot.

Possible Health Concerns...
Scorpio governs the pelvis and reproductive and urinary systems and its subjects are said to be prone to ailments of the liver and kidneys, stones and gravel in the bladder or genitals, and other genital ills such as priapism. Abscesses, boils, carbuncles, fistulas, piles, ruptures and ulcers may also affect the Scorpions.

LIKES

• Truth

• Hidden Causes

• Being involved

• Work That is Meaningful

• Being Persuasive

DISLIKES

• Being Given Only Surface data

• Taken Advantage of

• Demeaning Jobs

• Shallow Relationships

• Flattery and Flattering

PROBLEMS THAT MAY ARISE FOR YOU, AND THEIR SOLUTIONS

As with all sun signs, we all have unique traits to our personalities. When these traits are suppressed, or unrealized, problems will arise. However, with astrology we can examine the problem and assess the proper solution based on the sun sign characteristics. As a Scorpio you may see things below that really strike home. Try the solution, you most likely will be amazed at the results. If you find yourself on the receiving end of the negatives below, it is because you are failing to express the positive.

Problem: Suffering from an inferior complex where you feel self disgust and are disdainful of help from others.
Solution: You should try to admit that others, as well as yourself, have weakness and then practice forgiving those weaknesses until you notice them becoming less and less. Unbend and accept that you can be helped in your problems.

Problem: After you get everyone to agree with you and you get your own way, you are still not satisfied with the results.
Solution: Looking deeply within will show you that: having reached the point where you have nothing more to want for in a given situation you then realize just what you were really after. Look within first.

Problem: Disruptive marital relations or a breakup with a loved one.
Solution: You should try not to be scornful of what you perceive as a shortcoming in your partners personality and soften up your rigid, unbending attitude.

Problem: The peers in your group begin to avoid you, or drift away when you walk up.
Solution: If you feel persecuted and put upon you will express it in conversation, this causes people to be 'turned off' of you so try to change your attitude or, guard what you say.

Your ruling planet is PLUTO
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Mean Distance from the Sun (AU) 39.4
Sidereal period of orbit (years) 247.68
Equatorial Radius(km) 1,140
Body rotation period (days) 6.4
Tilt of equator to orbit (degrees) 96
Number of observed satellites 1

Mean Radius Distance from Planet
(km) (km)
Satellite:
Charon 600 20,000

Some more interesting facts about your sign:

Bark Scorpion

"Bark Scorpion" - Centruroides Sculptaurus [Straw- pale yellow in color]is very venomous, it is nocturnal and will be found in areas around moisture or outside lights where food sources are known to gather such as beetles, cockroaches, crickets, moths, or other insects.

The color of choice for Scorpio is DARK RED TO MAROON

Your Starstone is OPAL

Mysterious Opals contain the wonders of the skies - sparkling rainbows, fireworks, and lightning, shifting and moving in their depths. Opal has been treasured throughout history all around the world. Archaeologist Louis Leakey found six-thousand year old Opal artifacts in a cave in Kenya! It is an old myth that anyone who does not have the opal as a starstone will be the receivers of bad luck should they choose to wear it.

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It's scary how much I can relate to this, in both the bad and the good stuff. ._.''''

Hah, I found this on my computer in a long-lost folder with lots of old documents


NOVEMBER

Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong
clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality.
Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking.
Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hardhearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never gives up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. (yeah right xD) Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from
others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciates
praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to Control emotions.


That does say a little about who I am, right? xD *cough cough* >_>

I'm having a "conversation" with my teacher today D:

And my mum has to be there too

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Ok, now over to my personality! (I'm gonna write a lot here, you know)


Erm


How to start? o.O”””””


Hmm

Lemme see


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Well


First


Let me tell you something


Don't judge me by what I write, maybe I'm exaggerating, but that how I think I am, if you really want to know me, find me and I'll show you! LOL.



Ok


Erm


*cough cough*



I think it'll be easier if I just make a list of personality traits.


Ahem.




-Kind (sometimes)
-Smart (sometimes)
-Dumb (sometimes)
-Naïve (sometimes)
-A dreamer
-Easily bored ._.''
-Always hungry (seems like it lol)
-Music luvver
-A “hugging” and cuddlying person
-Is very easily fascinated by things and beings
-Laugh easily (?)
-Stubborn (I'm always right, and you're always WRONG! So fuck you! [joking rofl] ) (I really like the saying [it's written on my t-shirt lol] – I'm not stubborn, I just want it my OWN way!)
-Love talking random, and a lot, especially with friends
-Love standing on a stage or perform in front of an audience, ecpesially in front of a BIG audience with people I don't know (yay)
-Can be easily scared, but I usually never show it
-I'm extremely emotional and sensitive, but I've become better at hiding my real feelings over the years
-I HATE spiders!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11111111111111
-You can talk nerdy to me.
-Playing World of Warcraft and sometimes Second Life
-Love shows like “The Big Bang Theory” - I feel like I can relate to it somehow, even though I don't really want to know how and with whom or what.
-Can usually be seen sleeping in classes and trying to “get away” from the class, even though I'm always there lol.
-Hate school, (sometimes I love it - sometimes mind you)
-I've had a couple conversations with my teachers (not "good" things lol) more than once
- Tend to have a reaaaaally bad and short temper at times *cough*
-Sometimes I got (a bit *cough*) concentration problems (like, I can talk about something reaaaally important, then suddenly “OH LOOK, THERE'S A BUTTERFLY!!1” and then “What were you saying again?) ._.''
-Always thinks that I can get away with stuff, which I, in fact, never have done, or never will LOL. (The past is coming back to haunt me! D: )



Eeeeeeerm


Don't really know how much more to write. ._.''


And now I got a headache too, damn it >.<””




I'll try to write something soon


But till next time



Au revoir ma cherié! <3

Welcome to my blog! *opens my arms and hugs you*


Before reading any further, I'd like you to know a little sumthing-sumthing about my blog and myself.

1. I'm gonna write most of my blog in English, even though I was born and still living in Norway and all that, but anyway *coughs* If you don't like, or don't want to read stuff about my daily life (which would be a bit weird since this is in fact a blog), I'd suggest you'd leave this page quickly before I can punch you in the face (which is very unlikely but you'll never know - you may be a complete stranger wanting to rape me or something like that, or just being a kind angel wanting to pat me [ya right] >:3 )

So don't you even dare THINKING about writing something about this blog or I'll find and bite you!

Rawr~~

*munch-munch-munch-nom-nom-nom*

>:3


kk, 'nuff sed 'bout 'tis.


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2. Ok, now to something completely different, or at least almost.

I'm going to present myself to you guys.


My name is not really important, as I change my "nicknames" all the time, and I got two... "Aliases" one could say, because, you see, I'm sometimes a bit transsexual, (not a transVESTITT but a transSEXUAL, which means, that I don't only like to dress up in other cloths, but I feel like the other gender) so therefore I got both a male and female name.
And, I'm not gonna let you know what gender I am, even though it sometimes may be a bit obvious.
Maybe
Some day
I'll post a picture
And you'll think
Wait woooooooot?????!!!!!!1111
It's a GIRL??!!!!111
I thought it was a boy!!!!111
Or vice versa.
Sometimes I think one can tell from what manner I write, what gender I am.
Anyways
I'm not gonna tell you, it'll be up to you to decide.


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3.

Fun facts about myself! (which is actually not really interesting for those of you who simply don't give a fuck about me.)


- I'm still considered a teenager

- I hate partying only to get drunk. One can have as much fun sober as drunk, sometimes even more fun. (I'm not saying I don't like alchohol, because there's some erm... Beverages? I simply LOVE. :D)

- I like typing emoticons like :D or D: or even ._.'' because I like the way they "lightens" the mood in a conversation. (written)

- I love reading, especially books written in English - I think that's what has made me this good in English *cough cough*

- I've played the Clarinet for almost 8 and a half year, I'm trying to learn songs on my Hammon-Organ (I want a piano NOW! D:) and I got a guitar, but I can only play one song rofl. I'm planning on learning how to play the violin in the future someday. Especially the Norwegian Hardingfiddle! I just LOVE the sound of it :3

- I love music, especially rock, gothic, visual kei, but you can also find me listening to classical, jazz, country, or even trance & techno.

- I don't really got "a" religion, but I'm still not an atheist (?). I truly believe that there's something powerful between Heaven and Earth, but I'm not sure what though. When I was born, my father was a Catholic and my mother a Christian, but as I grew up, I got, independent you could say, and learned both the good and bad stuff from all the religions, so techically I don't belong anywhere, but still everywhere.

- I'm fascinated by anything which others would consider not "normal" and therefore being (me that is) an abnormal creature.

- I've been fascinated by Japan ever since I was a little kid, and I'm still fascinated by Japan and its culture, entertainment etc. Even though now, when Japan is kinda “mainstream” and everyone like it, I still like it, and I've always done.

- I simply LOVE the 18^th century (that's 1700, right?) era-thingie; the fashion (one word: CORSETS!!!), music, exte- and interior around the world (especially France – Versailles! * dreams *)

- I've always been a fan of mythical and mysterious beings and creatures and all that abnormal stuff. My first “obsession” of all the mythical and mysterious beings was, in fact, werewolves. The first “werewolf” I ever saw, was the ones in a movie called “Dog Soldiers” and, at that time, (mind you) was VERY frightening (I was ca. 12 years old). After that, I watched the third Harry Potter movie, and then some other random werewolf movies. But now, now, I'm a HUGE fan of Vampires. I've tried to find info about every kind of vampires that's out there somewhere (and YES, I truly believe that they're out there somewhere, just “hidden” from the world) but I still haven't found a “real” one (but I'm still looking!)

- I guess one could say that they're (the vampires) are my passion. Sounds weird, eh? But for me it isn't.

- Still, I don't consider myself as a “crazy fangirl”, squealing each time I see someone pale and have pointy teeths, like gothic music and are somewhat emo-ish. Luckily enough haha. But, hey, maybe I'm wrong?

- My favourite stories including vampires, are, ofc, the “famous” Bram Stoker's Dracula (the first book I read about vampires), The Darren Shan Saga, and ofc, my favourite out of these, The Vampire Chronicles by Anne Rice. Those are my favourite.